I can’t wake up, eyelids are so heavy
So worse for wear, cannot shake off the rust
Holding back tears like a crumbling levee
I can’t, I won’t, I don’t, but life, I must

I’m avoiding responsibility
So much to do, it seems, so full my plate
A schedule of flexibility
But then all I do is procrastinate

Living in a constant overwhelm state
Moments of peace and pause bring me much guilt
It could be worse, be grateful for my fate
Must choose to lie then in this bed I built

      Sick and tired of this sick and tired
      But maybe it’s just how I am wired